School, Left in Memory.

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

To be truly frank, I miss my school so much. 

Sad face :( 

I still hardly believe that after 11 years going to school since I was 7 years old, I've eventually graduated and leave everything behind as a school student. 

11 years were a very long time, and yet it has passed simply just like that. Is this even real?
Somebody please tell me it's not real because i'd wish to live in those 11 years again and forever. 


It'd be fun if we could rewind the time. 

No one likes going to school. Doing homeworks, listening to boring speeches, obeying tight rules and stuffs. But everyone soon realized it's a lot easier to be in school rather than graduating and leaving school. 

I officially leave my school on November 30, 2015 after I finished taking my last paper for my SPM (Biology was tough tho :<) 

Since then I had been staying at home, doing this and that but it felt so odd knowing the fact that I don't go to school anymore. 

I just miss everything too much. I don't just leave my school, I leave bunch of memories there.

 So one day, I decided to experience them again for perhaps, the last time. 

On February 24 2016, I went to my old school again, wearing a KRS uniform and acted as a student like how I used to be. It was on Wednesday, hence the uniform. If it was the other day, I was planning to wear a white school uniform. 

As I stepped inside through the gate, I could feel a prickle of excitement. Seriously, I never felt that happy attending school when I was still a school student lol. I got into someone else's class and studied for about 10 minutes. I went to recess and ate food at the canteen. I met my teachers again and they were like, "Saidah, what are you doing here?!!"


Then on March 3, I came again to take my SPM result and that's it. I'm permanently a former student. 

For all form students, cherish the moments you have while you're still going through it. People can still look after you and guide you when you do wrong or commit mistakes, but it's different when you're outside of the gate. You're by your own. Once you choose the wrong path, you're done. Boom. 

Unless you're chosen to be guided by Him.

Going to University or any other colleges is a lot different when you're at school. Some people change, drastically. From good to bad. But there are however, some of them who improve from bad to good, depending on whom you socialize and befriend with.

Let imaan control you, don't control your imaan.
Let imaan limit yourself from doing misdeed, don't let yourself limit your imaan to perform misdeed.

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