بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيم Assalamualaikum w.b.t and hello to people who are reading this. It's August. It's already passed half of the year. I thought this year , 2014 was about to get started but it is almost to reach the end and I am honestly not feeling so good about it. Why? I don't know. Obviously I did nothing productive in this year yet. My form 4 life is going to end later. I don't want to be a senior. I hate being the last year student. I don't understand if you like to be a senior in your school especially because i don't. (I'm talking about school life, not college. Spot the difference.) Sitting for SPM is one of the main reason of why i'm disliking to become a senior. Secondly, I don't really look up for future. It frightens me when I think about it over and over. Growing up is not fun to me. Your responsibility will get increased, your life will get busier and you will get more stress thinking about your job, having