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I recommend you to watch this video first before reading this entry. Thank you :) بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيم Assalamualaikum w.b.t. In this entry, I decided to make and write my deepest confession, message and advice to all people that have been through the same situation as me and also to those who think they're much better for not having flaw like me. These days, my insecurity is growing bigger. Honestly speaking, I'm now secretly struggling with problem that I've experienced since a long time ago and it's not stopping. I'm staring in front of the mirror often and feeling awful about myself. At night before going to bed, I always shed my tears away and sleep in depression concerning my skin that seems never gets better. Yes, I have an acne problem and that's a first world problem to me. I started to get acne at the age of someone shouldn't have this kind of problem but I did. It got started when I was in primary school and I've ...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيم Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Let's make it clear. I'm so in love with no one. I'd love to be friends with everyone, including you and you. *points finger* But I might as well have no intention to reach the point where I create any special relationship with anybody although sometimes I look close with this or that guy but no. The fact is that I'm not even close with every guy I know, but only with those for a few reasons. Hence do not make any speculation. It bothers me to be paired with someone and it gives hope to him but in fact, he's nobody but just a friend. I feel sorry for him more than i feel sorry to myself. Falling in love is not some kind of a game, you know. I don't get it why some people force me to love someone just because he likes me lol. I'll just remind you that I'm also a human, not a robot or a pet such as dogs that people can easily order me to do anything in order to please someone else wherea...

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيم Assalamualaikum w.b.t and heyyy my bloggie ♥ I'm not sure whether I should greet the readers or my blog because I have a feeling saying that nobody is actually reading this entry or even this blogspot so I choose to just talk to my blog instead lol. I am back again with yet another random and boring entry. Can you believe that it's already October? Seriously, time flies faster than me taking a shower. Phewww. There are several things that piss me off in real life eventhough I can say that it is actually just a small matter. This can be a bit related to any of you, but everything I wrote here is based on my own life. When it happens, I'm not absolutely angry. But it does encourage me to flip everything around me away. First of all, the most common thing to piss me or everyone off is when someone gets into my room to get inside then left my room WITHOUT closing the door back especially when I'm lying down on my bed. MAN, THAT I...